"S0 cL0sed t0 ME"

When I cry over anything

Lord,

I cry over anything

because I am very sentimental,

because my friend’s pain becomes my pain,

because my heart breaks into tears

even when I don’t want to cry

because it needs to.

Lord,

I want to be strong, but I am weak.

I want to keep my pain to myself, but I can’t.

I’m really just a little girl playing at being a woman.

When I cry I asked myself: Why?

I don’t know

Is it over something, perhaps?

Could it be for joy?

Or because of my friend’s problems?

Is it because my parents

don’t understand me?

Why, Lord?

I really don’t know.

But just the same I cry.

Because my whole being wants to.

So I let my tears flow down my cheeks and I feel better.

Is it then that I think of you,

of the times you shed tears

when you walked the earth.

A good cry

get rids of that lump in my throat

whenever I dislike something,

or when my boy friend doesn’t show

enough interest in me.

I cry over anything.

Lord, give me your strength

And your patience.

Make me grow up

so that I may rise above

my touchiness.

note: 
stay happy put a smile in ur face..don't worry everything gonna be fine =) 

I cry over and over, but then i found this books, 36 Prayers for Young Ladies by Hector C. Munoz, OP and i realized that it is nothing to cry on.